I'm so sorry. I do know this feeling, well, and the only thing that ever made it more bearable was living someplace with more sunshine. I still have depression, and it can still get really bad at times, but it doesn't last as long and it's easier to keep a little perspective.
I hope that you find something that also makes it a little more bearable for you. Just a little traction, that can make all the difference.
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Date: 2015-03-01 02:40 am (UTC)I hope that you find something that also makes it a little more bearable for you. Just a little traction, that can make all the difference.