Maybe you can remember things not always being this terrible. Maybe you can trust that things will not always be this terrible, or will not always seem this terrible.
I should know better than to try arguing with the voice at the bottom of a well, from which vantage point only the walls and the inaccessible sky are visible, but one way of holding on is adamantly saying "This is not always; this is not everything" and trying to believe in a non-horrifying world you can't currently see.
But it's not your fault if you can't believe in those all the time.
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Date: 2015-02-26 08:05 pm (UTC)This is not permanent.
Maybe you can remember things not always being this terrible.
Maybe you can trust that things will not always be this terrible, or will not always seem this terrible.
I should know better than to try arguing with the voice at the bottom of a well, from which vantage point only the walls and the inaccessible sky are visible, but one way of holding on is adamantly saying "This is not always; this is not everything" and trying to believe in a non-horrifying world you can't currently see.
But it's not your fault if you can't believe in those all the time.
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